2022.01.22 09:18 lickinpussyallnight I need to confess that I am depressed lol like fully depressed borderline suicidal sometimes
2022.01.22 09:18 rlsleepingbeauty Teacher claims there’s a difference…I don’t see one..
2022.01.22 09:18 Feeling_Sleep927 IDK why we are getting married...
Okay so ive (27F) am engaged to (30M) we’ve been together for 7 years.. we have a 3 year old toddler together and I need some helpful advice.
Back before I found out I was pregnant I went through his phone to see he was living this weird double life. He had fake profiles full of women, he was flirting and sexting multiple women, women that he knew IRL and that he just communicated with on the internet.
We were hanging on by a thread but I ended up pregnant shortly after (literally <2 weeks) I didn’t believe in abortion so I decided to work things out with him. He promised he would change and focus on our family but he didn’t he continued to do what he wanted to do all through my pregnancy. Postpartum was extremely hard for me, PPD hit me bad aswell as PPA to the point where I would cry getting dressed to basic family functions. I was doing really bad from the emotional stand point and feeling really isolated because im a SAHM. I voiced my feelings to him multiple times and they fell on deaf ears. he continued to do what he wanted .. the more I fell into my ppd the more insecure I would feel, then I would see him lusting for other women.. again this hurt me but we have a child and im trying to look at the bigger picture. We broke up 2/2020 after I found out he was inappropriately talking to his “mentee” and other females he said he wanting talking to inappropriately.
Fast forward to COVID19 era. 2 of his grandparents got covid.. me still dealing with all my emotional trauma I decide to compartmentalize and push my feelings aside and to be there for him through this extremely rough period, he still did what he wanted, and I wanted to just be single, but I never had even a degree of separation from him really so I didn’t really date anybody, the devil you know right? I felt more down and depressed and pretty helpless.. because the cheating continued for a few more years…
We got engaged over Christmas, but last week I caught him searching up one of his “friends”…
Now the effect this has had on me is pretty profound.. im emotionally scarred, insecure, and sexual desire for him has changed.. we dont really have sex because I dont really feel sexy or wanted.. I never cheated on him and I dont think im who he truly desires.. when we do have sex its pretty short 1 round and I usually end up having to get myself off.. I feel like its me he truly wanted to be with im just here.. i remember how it was when he really wanted me, I remember how that felt.. I have trust issues, and he took away some of the happiness in my personality.. I told him we need marriage counseling before we get married but im not so sure thats actually going to save me.. I feel like a shell of myself and idk what to do.. I just wish I felt the way I did before all of this..
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2022.01.22 09:18 Odd_Attempt_6045 Is there a mod to disable pitch correction when slowing songs down?
By default the game uses a time stretching algorithm that tries to reduce playback speed without affecting pitch.
That's not something that can be done without introducing artifacts, and IMO it makes pretty much every song sound awful when reducing speed by more than 15%.
I'd much prefer if the game just played the song slower. That means changing speed by x% must also change pitch by x%, but at least it will still sound okay.
Is there a way?
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2022.01.22 09:18 shuvammax Centaurify - Launching Now on BSC
CENTAURIFY in a nutshell:
Imagine if TicketMaster was built on a blockchain, with NFTs representing tickets. 100% traceable, impossible to counterfeit, and programmable re-sale conditions that protect both the consumers and the event host.
Centaurify - Tokenizing tickets with NFT & smart contract technology. Your Live Event & Music NFT Universe. With fiat on ramps as well as a music NFT marketplace!
We allow organizers to mint their own NFT-tickets, setting their rules of the smart-contract tokenomics to reward themselves, their artists & their audience on every transaction on the secondary market.
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2022.01.22 09:18 WintyreFraust How To Be There, Here And Now
Under MRT, what is the most important thing to be aware of and work on in order to drive your experience where you desire?
Clearly, it is psychological maintenance, in terms of keeping your psychology fit and on track towards your goal. This means being in the psychological state of your goal, as best you can, as much as you can, not in an effort to "get there," but to be here and now in that psychological state that is represented by some imaginary future situation. The actual goal is the psychological state and not the particular image of the situation that we use to represent or evoke that state.
IMO this can be achieved most effectively by finding a way of accepting that what occurs in your mind is real; what you imagine and visualize are actually real. It is really you projecting yourself into a real situation with real things and real people. You are actually visiting that location, those things, those people.
Every time we use our mind to visit these places, we are doing what is called "astral travelling," or projecting our mind into a real place, inhabiting a real version of ourselves in that place (or we may just be mentally observing that place.) We are not imagining non-real things and places, we are actually visiting real places. With this perspective we understand how we can be there here and now anytime we wish.
What we are doing with our natural capacity to astral travel via what we call our imagination is exercising our ability to visit, strengthening and improving that skill, changing our subconscious programming about what imagination is and thus modifying our psychology to allow us freer and deeper and more substantive visitation.
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2022.01.22 09:18 mezon_de_verite Help please
I want to move to digital art but I don't know what kind of pc or laptop I need for a wacom tablet, what should I look for ? What specs ? How much ram? Is GHz important? GPU? I m a newbie so any help would be much appreciated ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ
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2022.01.22 09:18 Doomchick 360 foto of an object into blender
We have a 360 picture machine new at my job which has a rotation device so you can take 360 degrees photos of an object.
Does anyone know how I can import these pictures in Blender and make an 3D object of it?
Any help is greatly appreciated!
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2022.01.22 09:18 moncoeurquibat Winter, or Stripey Hand Season for us
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2022.01.22 09:18 Hexx93 Still Life practice " Beginner Here "
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2022.01.22 09:18 YTLinkerBot Eyes of the Roshi | Full Action Revenge Movie | Martial Arts
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2022.01.22 09:18 Alternative_Rent3127 Mctaggarts argument against a series time
I can’t understand it,what is he trying to get to . I will run down what I understand of the argument 1- no event can be past present or future 2- all events are at some point past and present and future 3- contradiction
My problem is with point one , events can be past present or future relevant to other events so they can be past , present and future do different events , I am sure mctaggert has addressed my problem somewhere but no matter how much material I read I still can’t understand it .
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2022.01.22 09:18 TempusML Ping conquers USA?11!?!??
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2022.01.22 09:18 Fried-Testicle Trading green sptw, lf: twoh. Idk if its worth it, i don't know much about skins
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2022.01.22 09:18 nickslicktricks It just occured to me how well Mihoyo played this... So I quick check my phone again as just to make sure that yeah Beidou did introduce us to YunJin (to traveller) a good nod where the O.G Counter Queen introduces a new counter-parry character... Anyone running these 2 tandem?
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2022.01.22 09:18 BagerCast  Yeseo & Kep1er Twitter update
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